So, it's Christmas eve and I'm COMPLETELY alone, comlpetely, completely alone. I miss so many people right now, especially my lovely family, and my little roop-dog, and Esther, what I would do for an Esther hug right now. I miss being around people that know me and care about me. I don't think I've EVER felt this alone, it's horrible. Waking up by myself tomorrow morning is going to be pretty tough too, but I'll be getting ready to fly to Bangkok. Flip, that still hasn't sunk in yet. I'm getting on a plane to Thailand with no idea where I'm staying or what it'll be like. I have almost 3 DAYS of travelling before I land in Bangkok and then an overnight bus to Kho Samui. What a whirlwind of emotions, yikes.
